Stressing out

Today was a rough day. Started with a 2am wake-up because the puppy dog, Molle was very disturbed about the Rabbit running around in his cage. Both were kind of hungry and we gave them a treat before heading back to bed. Today was supposed to be a relaxing day off from work in the middle of the week for having to carry the pager last week. Unfortunately between myself stressing out over finanicals, the kids going crazy and the pets acting up, I swear it may have been better to go into work. Of course then the pager went off twice and I had to work anyhow... Not a good week for me to voluntarily go off my stress medication. I have been a rotten person today, just full of anger, depression and in an overall need of some extra something. It used to be I could handle this stuff with ease. I might fret about a bill or two running behind but the last couple of days have me completely stressed out. I need to find that person who used to inhabit this body without the use of expensive mood altering drugs prescribed by my doctor. I know that guy is in here somewhere, I think he's just hiding until the stress goes away, or in my worst fear... The stress has killed him off completely.